Saturday, February 28, 2009

最近感觉头好痛
夜晚辗转难眠
感到无比地不安,
只靠窝在棉被里宣泄心情
我看我是对自己感到很厌恶吧
也可能是长年累月压抑自己内心深处感受的后果
我实在有那么多的不爽
但我从来不说
我实在有那么大的企图心
但我似乎已经失去了
真的很累
没有力量
***
爸爸,祝你生日快乐
很遗憾的
没有办法与你庆祝

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

有时候,有时候,我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开,都有时候,没有什么能永垂不朽
***
有时候真觉得人生充斥着太多的失望
你认为的,未必如此
原以为你是我要好的朋友
但大家各奔东西后
友情也变质了
你的漠不关心,不闻不问
我虽然没说出口
但其实非常失望
但怎么说
我还是非常地珍惜我们共度过的高中时光

Saturday, February 21, 2009

I have been forcing myself to lead a healthy lifestyle ever since I came back to Shanghai.
Sleeping early and waking up early;
Make eating breakfast a habit;
Not eating carbohydrates for dinner.
Actually the main purpose is to train my self-discipline.
At the same time, will be able to shed some pounds.
Thats killing two birds with one stone~
***
Anyway, just a random thought.
I doubt I will ever survive in the business sector.
Perhaps I am not shrewd enough.
And I seriously don't really enjoy giving opinions,
especially when I am not expertise in that field.
Like I say, I am only comfortable in doing things that I am confident in.
I guess everyone's passion is channelled into different areas.
Just like my passion is in music
And definitely,I will go all out to do justice to this passion of mine.
If I really did learn piano or some other instruments,
I might have pursue a music degree,
cause' I guess thats what I really want to do.
***

Thursday, February 19, 2009

上海开了Hello Kitty 的花园城堡!!

太期待了!




Tuesday, February 17, 2009

And I still thought the temp. in Shanghai will change for the better.
It is still freaking cold.
So cold that I almost died on the way to school.
Lessons. So far so good.
Free time was spent watching 花样男子.
The korean version is not bad.
具俊表(道明寺)is so hot!



Sunday, February 15, 2009

I am back in Shanghai~
The one month plus stay in Singapore is fruitful I must say.
As much as I don't bear to leave,
I still did. Or should I say I must.
There I am, back to independent life.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

我就装不晓得
自由移动
自我的过

Monday, February 2, 2009

I was a little girl alone in my little world who dreamed of a little home for me.
I played pretend between the trees, and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, and laughed in my pretty bed of green.
I had a dream.
That I could fly from the highest swing.
I had a dream.
***
Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park, I asked God who I'm supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me, God answered in silent reverie.
I said a prayer and fell asleep.
I had a dream.
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream.
***
Now I'm old and feeling grey.
I don't know what's left to say about this life I'm willing to leave.
I lived it full and I lived it well, there's many tales I've lived to tell.
I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.
I had a dream
-Dream by Priscilla Ahn
A really lovely song~



Caught bride wars with Ting today, like again?!
Watched it with Mun two days ago,
but I simply love the show so much that I don't mind watching it again.
I would rate the movie, 5/5(may be a biased rating cuz I like chick-flicks)
It is simply about 2 best friends,
whose wedding falls on the same day,
but neither wants to change the location of their wedding.
Things then started to get bitchy and ugly.
However, this show does have inspiring elements in it.
They pointed out the fact that its the month before a marriage
that a couple faces the challenges whereby the fundamental conflicts arise.
It is this period that decides whether a couple is really meant to live together.
Well, and not to forget the problem of 'me, myself and I’
There are people who think the whole world revolves around them,
and they must be in the centre of attraction, putting people down at the same time.
I remembered Emma (Anne Hathaway)saying:
It is not all about YOU. It doesn't have to be all the time, but sometimes, its about ME.
How true.
***
Mun was like telling me how some people like to ask rhetorical questions。
为什么你的头发染到那么红?
为什么你穿到这样?
为什么你的头发这么长不要剪?
I mean, 为什么要问为什么?
how do you expect that person to answer you?
For me,
I am really sick of people asking me,
为什么你要读中文?(重点:disapproving look)
I have explained myself umpteenth time,
to the extent I can slap the next person who ask me again.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

I have always loved girls talk with my cousins.
Yesterday's topic: relationship
Its always interesting to hear from everyone,
regarding their views on this topic.
Ting was commenting about this guy friend who confessed to her,
but his sms sounds so insincere and frivolous.
Guy: Hey, I think I like you. LOL.Will you be my girlfriend?haha.
Why should you put LOL, haha,ROFL behind a serious statement?!
Is it meant to be a joke?! My god!
***
When a relationship turns ugly,
everything changes overnight.
You will feel that you don't even know that person anymore.
or maybe you hadn't known him all these while.
就好像是熟悉的陌生人一样
他也许只是你生命中的一个过客
一个美丽的错误~

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